| onethousandtwohundredtwentyseven: like i tied a piece of string- |
[04 Feb 2010|02:48pm] |
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at the risk of sounding like a krazy mofo, today i'm alone at home for a bit and i feel the most zenned out i've ever been. well in london anyway, about work friends here home everything. friends home especially.
was just thinking about the long and short of things, and i realise it's amazing how some of the friends i've had have lasted this long. this time two, not even six or seven years ago i wouldn't have put money on emotional fulfilment in the future. especially given all our diverging lives, circumstances and my craziness. but it's held out! and i'm surprised! so now i can say my friends not only make me well and truly happy, but are genuine long term homiez for keeps. :D
so lately: seeing leon in a little more than a week!! cannot cannot wait. and polinn's emails have been v reassuring/hilariously familiar. miss you lots greggerz, i hope this week passes quickly <3
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| onethousandtwohundredtwentysix: boy you just a stupid bitch. |
[02 Feb 2010|05:48pm] |
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v quickly
1. INVITATION TO INTERVIEW FROM SIMMONS & SIMMONS!!!!!! omg what will they ask?
2. overheard at lse: 'oh my god aleezeh you're a fucking parallelogram' (fine that was me. BUT STILL!!!!!!)
3. rent is a Very Frightening Thing
4. lion king was epic
5. wish i were home with/for my homeboiz
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| onethousandtwohundredtwentyfive: barely even human. |
[31 Jan 2010|03:44am] |
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hello world. in the past week i've watched hercules, aladdin, anastasia, pocahontas and the lion king's scheduled for tomorrow. did you know that sleeping beauty was made in 1959? holey moley. revelations
1. aladdin is still my favourite, despite the temptation to stray
2. mel gibson is actually a decent singer
3. there's something slightly off about the art in anastasia, which is sad
4. i think i will never find love
fourteen days till i see leon again. in a few hours it'll be sunday morning and then it'll be monday and that's another week of my life gone. what am i doing????
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| onethousandtwohundredtwentyfour: if there's a prize for rotten judgement- |
[27 Jan 2010|10:38pm] |
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coffee has no effect on me whatsoever, but i'm attributing this calm alertness to my 9 pm vanilla latte. barista was v sweet and gave me an extra shot of coffee, oh my gawdzxz divine
so today was two society meetings in a row and i have a refreshed list of things to do again, all of which i plan to DIVIDE AND CONQUER friday afternoon thanks to my glorious timetable. :D speaking of which, i'm beginning to sense this pattern of either extreme productivity or slothfulness during afternoons. i essentially spent the whole of today eating/talking/laughing/hanging out with friends/singing disney songs with fahd. love that boy (man?? wow this is awkward) to bits, he's practically MEMORISED specific parts of the movies ahaha
watched 200 pound beauty with jaime last night, after which i came to the sad, brutal realisation that looks are just crazy important. not that i hadn't thought about this before, but it just seemed v v stark and undeniable after the movie. man, all these issues with my fatty tissues.
i know i shouldn't, but i find this morbidly hilarious btw
okay off to shower, then polishing off public law. i need to clear work so tomorrow night will be free for the new salsa club!! excite excite
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| onethousandtwohundredtwentytwo: oh. my. god. |
[22 Jan 2010|04:39pm] |
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after spamming manda repeatedly on her livejournal, am still chock full of indignance/outrage/horror/grief that she didn't recognise THE TRULY HOT ONES in this entire list. so i'm doing the meme now.
BUT SERIOUSLY, OH MY GOD?!?!?!?!? DOES NO ONE APPRECIATE TRUE MALE SEXINESS ANYMORE?!?!?!?
The Rules
1. Be BORED
2. Bold the names of guys you’d definitely shag.
3. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
4. Leave the guys who don’t do anything for you alone.
5. Put a question mark after the guys you’ve never heard of.
6. Strike the guys you wouldn’t touch with a ten-foot pole.
7. Add three of your own at the end.
( The List )
okay cutting this hormonal crap out to go meet nina now. that was quite shamefully fun :D
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| onethousandtwohundredtwentyone: tell me tell me tell me when will i learn. |
[21 Jan 2010|02:32pm] |
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hello, this creeps the shit out of me
like argh?!?!? most of the time when i see fish i'm like ooh tasty~ but this one would probably take one look at me and think exactly the same thing. omfg
so today i lurched out of bed with only fifteen minutes to look human, but i made it to school on time anyway. all hail my manliness!!!!
nursing vanilla latte (!! my new delicious consolation now that starbucks has stopped making gingerbread lattes and dark cherry mochas. seriously man just keep them coming all year round ): ) and some chicken curry shit from wasabi now while talking to greg and doing the contract problem question. re: manliness, he thinks putting military boots on will make hair grow on his chesticles. what a delightful image, honest to god. wtf are chesticles anyway?! urgh
these past few days have been so routine and inadequate i want to stab something. but first i have to finish this mofo essay, and that reminds me!! i love saying 'mofo' now, among other things like 'patronising' (fuck you very much khayam!!!) and 'ridiculous' (again fuck you v v v v much khayam i know you're reading this you creepyass hairy brown stalker) and.. well yea i can't think of anymore except maybe calling florent 'precieuse' or 'putain'. am seriously epitome of grace and elegance here in landan tawn
OKAY WORK NOW BYE
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| onethousandtwohundredtwenty: don't lie. |
[20 Jan 2010|12:45am] |
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1. holy shit it's almost been a week since i posted!?!?!? THAT IS GROSS.
2. have new fur coat. is fabulous.
3. just finished salsa lesson @ sound. was not so fabulous.
4. work pouring in by the truckload. with great irony, fabulous.
5. i miss greg lots ):
6. need to shower
7. need to sleep
8. also need to FINISH THIS STUPID PROBLEM QUESTION
9. need an internship at a freaking law firm!!!!! also, v anticlimatic but
10. need water
good night world, hope i don't fall asleep in the shower
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| onethousandtwohundrednineteen: listen to me, don't walk that street. |
[14 Jan 2010|12:06am] |
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for once, she's not decked out in leather or chains and too much crazy eyeliner. love love love this
anyway, thoughts:
1. diamonds!! my obsession burns anew
2. my weirdass dream about greg/greg's weirdass dream about me
3. dancing again feels good, especially salsa :D
4. work is rolling in
5. getting used to the weather. today i had fun clawing at piles of snow like an autistic cat :D
6. must find internship in either singapore or london. help anyone?
7. florent is human. certifiiiiied!
8. i miss my family ):
9. might be going home in the summer after all!!!
10. i should really be sleeping now
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| onethousandtwohundredeighteen: if you want more love, why don't you say so? |
[08 Jan 2010|07:08pm] |
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just finished unpacking all my shit after a frantic day. got off the plane and hit the ground running 'cause of bank/parcel/grocery shit, talked to florent for a bit, emailed family and then unpacked and repacked quite a fair bit of stuff. THE RESULT
woowoo that's 46 pairs of shoes in total!! and weirdly, jaime and i have exactly 23 each. freaky, and also guilt-inducing to the max omfg. love them all though :D :D
also, completely in love with this outfit!! esp the jeans, i think it's wearable for once
okay okay off to shower, do the laundry and settle down properly.
oh yea and today i saw and experienced my first snow!! it was all v fluffy and cute and exciting, until i nearly slipped and died on the street. oh life~
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| onethousandtwohundredseventeen: bye bye ): |
[07 Jan 2010|08:24pm] |
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sooo i'm sitting here making one last post before i chuck my laptop into my handcarry. got a scare just now with some kind of 'check cable connection - ethernet cable not detected' message on that old school command prompt screen, so i ran around the room shrieking for a bit before rebooting the entire system. HELP PEOPLE WHAT DOES THIS MEAN!?!?! should i back up my hard drive asap?! losing 32894578936 gigs of music and movies is not funny man
also, i really want this
greg and i toyed with the idea of sharing it so we wouldn't feel guilty but sending it back and forth just seems slightly retarded.
urgh why god, do you not rain billions on me?!?!? i would FILL MY LIFE WITH BEAUTY and then MAKE THE WORLD MY PLAYGROUND rage rage
okay time to leave omg. bye singapore, bye home, bye family, bye meowmeow, bye frenz ):
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| onethousandtwohundredfourteen: GA GA OOH LA LA- |
[02 Jan 2010|12:28am] |
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well so i planned on having a deliberately Anticlimatic Countdown with two people i love to bits but guess what?? it's true that when you expect nothing and just head into shit, you get everything. my Anticlimatic and quiet countdown plans turned into awesome ones 'cause i spent it with almost all the people i love most in this world. :D :D
sleepover at the legend with chiaplinn jan claire melo momo greg leon. 410ers and greg and leon, what more could you ask for? if i had in me i'd write a really long and thoughtful post about how this year's gone by, but i'm honest and lazy. just thinking
1. friends. i love my friends. old and new, from the 410ers (seriously, you guys are AMAZING and i will love you forever. be jealous, world) to people you find again like ian and ge and nadia that keep you grounded, sane people like rayshio and crazy soulmates like greg and leon that just make me so ridiculously happy and safe and fulfilled. this is enough, and far beyond anything i'd ever expected after that ordeal we call jc. i don't know what i've done to deserve you or what i even DO for you guys, but please never go away. <3
2. family. i don't even need to write about this, it's all in my head.
3. PLANS. life is full of endless promise and i'm definitely going to milk the hell out of it. ALRIGHT TUSCAN VILLA + GREEK ISLAND, MY FRIENDS AND I ARE COMING TO GET U
that's not v many thoughts but i guess the rest don't seem to matter as much now. tmr's my 'party' at greg's, then the night after is 410 day at the legend. looooove :D
on a less profound note: CHIAPLINN'S CRAZY PHOTOS, and bad romance is going to rule 2010. take my word for it, people. i'm a prophet when it comes to these things.
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| onethousandtwohundredthirteen: this time maybe i'll be bulletproof. |
[29 Dec 2009|04:23am] |
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back from long day out with ian and ge. picked up the september issue from hmv. played l4d2, had great soup and a long talk. the good things keep coming these days, don't you love AMAZING friends for keeps ;D
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| onethousandtwohundredtwelve: you've got the love. |
[25 Dec 2009|11:31am] |
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1. happy christmas, everyone!! here's to capitalism, consumerism and materialistic lifestyles that will hopefully fill the emotional, spiritual and for bimbz and himbz, intellectual trench in all of us
2. never have expectations
3. have come up with one new year's resolution already :D excite
4. how un-special today is
5. cannot wait to see people soon
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| onethousandtwohundredeleven: this year's love had better last. |
[24 Dec 2009|01:59am] |
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back from a day out with leon, we explored somerset 313?? 313 somerset?? whatever and that was boring, so starbucks it was again. wasted money cabbing down to nuh to catch a glimpse of poor half-blind rayshio, then ikea for dinner. argh my eating capacity's pathetic nowadays ):
going through some music now and going slightly nuts. lady gaga + bep = trashy trashy
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| onethousandtwohundredten: jhooti kamaljeet singh!! |
[21 Dec 2009|05:22pm] |
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just finished watching 27 dresses. i know this is contrary to my usual girly weakness, but i didn't like that movie at all. maybe it's 'cause i think katherine heigl's plainer than artificially flavoured vanilla, but will decide when i finish watching the ugly truth. brainless chick flick marathon y'allllllll
also, had the most insane craving for SINGAPORE mac's and SINGAPORE fries and omfg it was killing me at some point 'cause i was watching an episode of himym where marshall was searching for the perfect burger. so chuying and i ordered 28$ worth of mac's harharharhar disgusting, BUT YET SO DELICIOUS~ 8D
okay mind off food for a while: after some thinking, i've concluded that my long-standing loathing for men with facial hair isn't all that consistent. like in this case i think it's fine and not rapist-y
without bias toward my soon-to-be husband hugh jackman, this really looks crazy good even though i don't really like long hair..? for some reason this picture reminds me of aryan, this guy in my ils class. the hair. it's the hair.
hokayzxz going for another swim, then resuming ugly betty 'cause i've stopped for such a long time. every day i love henry more :D
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| onethousandtwohundrednine: what you look like, snow white and so on. |
[19 Dec 2009|05:45pm] |
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first time in a long time, home and irritated. i know it's awful but sometimes i really hate the idea of a massive home invasion, 'cause that means preparation and prep means cleaning up and cleaning up means moving and yea.. i'm really lazy. and today (possibly always), ugly and antisocial.
which makes me realise i had better be ridiculously house-proud and always ready for guests when i have my own place. just so i can avoid this all too familiar feeling.
grump grump grump >(
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